hAtE!!

I hate u!!
I hate u damn much!!
I am deeply hurt coz of u!!
didn't u notice about it??
haven't u c the tears in my eyes??
haven't u c the smile on my face is fading away??
haven't u know y it fades??
it's all coz of u,damn it!!
u make me cry..
u make me sick!!
u make me want to kill u!!
I'm totally hate u!!
tq so much 4 being my only one in my life..
but, I think its better 4 me..
to stand upon my two feet..
I do need u in my life..
but, not for now..
please let me be what I want to be n who I want to be..

hey!!

oit!!
beznya lek kedah taun ni!!
dpat lepak ngn kwn lma..
kwn2 yg bez lak 2..
lam 2 mgu gak r ku enjoy gla2..
haha..
syok woo~~
tq 2 my dear frenz yg sgup spend time hang out ngn ku..
haha..
xpnh ku asa sonok ceni tw x..
tp..
skg ku dah kt kolej lek dah..
huhu..
xbeznya..
dh r klaz dh nk start dh..
tez g..
asgnment g..
sdar2 dh 3bulan dh ku kt sni..
mknanya g 3bulan r ku nk beh blja then practical lak..
OMG!!
tkutnya ku!!
memula ku xcya yg ku dah enter zmn kolej..
then nk enter zmn kja lak??
adoyai..
cam xcya ja suma ni jd kat ku..

aDa APA ngAn CINTA??

oh God..
da pa ngn cinta ni sbnarnya??
da org ckap cinta 2 suci..
cinta 2 bez..
cinta da mcm2 cita..
cita duka,suka..
tawa,riang..
nangeh..
kna pkul,kna trajang..
mata lebam2..
wat report polis..
2 ka mksd cinta sbnarnya??
ku pon xphm r..
depa ckap cinta..
tp tgk pa yg depa wat kt psngan msg2??
kikis dit..
suh bli bju..
bli suar..
bli kasut..
g dit tok psngan..
tw depa wtpa ngn dit 2??
depa p bejudi!!
depa p men snooker..
men bnda2 aram!!
dadah..
suma bnda 2..
ptt ka kta patuh pda arahan si cinta durjana ni??
da lak cinta hnya sbb bdn..
sbb nafsu..
pala otak toy..
pa kejadah suma ni??
cam2 r..
xdk guna nya kalu asyik tpu org tok kepentingan dri sndri..
suma ni karma tw x..
nnt akn jd kat ank lek..
ank tgu ja r nnt..
da lak kapel xsma agama..
sgup murtad dmi kekasih!!
p mati r weh!!
xdak gunanya suma 2!!
pkir mak bapak lu weh..
da lak becinta smpai ilang kwn2..
ilang kuarga..
suma sbb pa??
sbb pcya ngn cinta??
pelu ka suma 2??
xpelu!!
yg pelu adlh cinta pada NYA yang SATU!!
hanya DIA YG DPAT BHAGIAKAN KTA!!
HNYA ALLAH YG MAHA ESA SJA..
tlg r bgun dr mimpi..
tgk r realiti..
pkir r sndiri..
na maruah dri..
pkir r..
ada pa ngn cinta??

its all about me..

there's story about a girl..
who is not yet a woman..
who always fail and suffers a lot when it comes to love..
this girl face many kind of problems and devastated situations when she's in love..
she face so many things until she hurt her own self..
she's keep on falling and falling until she found her own way to live her life without love and men..
but it was useless..
she keep falling in love until she lost everything..
she lost her best friend,her friends and even she lost her confidence of facing this world on her own..
she love that guy so much until she forget about her own happiness..
many people tried to tell her that love is not worth it..
but what can she do??
love is great..
love is everything to her..
that is the reason why she kept calling and messaging her lover..
as that is how she show her love towards him..
but y can't he understands her??
y can't he realized that she has sacrificed everything for him..
she has done so many things to make him happy..
but y can't he see it through??
is it her fault??
is it her to blame when it comes to love??
she gave everything that she had to him..
all the care..
all the love..
all the attention..
that he needs from her..
she gave it all to him..
she love him all the way..
but what can she said??
love is pain to her..
but does she care about it??
no,she's not..
she will keep on falling in love..
until she died in the end..
but she's already dead right now..
u know y??
because her own lover has killed her with his bare hands..
he tore her heart apart..
he make her cries..
he make her fall apart..
and up to this point..
the girl asked herself..
is it worth it??

Bila Cinta - OST Lagenda Budak Setan (Female-Full Version)

bla dh jtuh cinta..

cam2 kita wat..

bla dh jtuh cinta..

xmam pon dh knyg dh..

bla jtuh cinta..

suma bnda nmpak indah belaka..

bla dh jtuh cinta..

suma bnda kta wat mst kta tringat kt kekasih kta..

2suma bila kta jtuh cinta..

tp bla dh xjtuh cinta??

suma bnda yg bek nmpak jaht..

bla dh xjtuh cinta..

suma bnda yg kta wat d pndg hina oleh kekasih kta..

bla dh xjtuh cinta..

mula mrasa sengsara..

bila dh xjtuh cinta..

idup mula kelam..

bla dh xjtuh cinta..

t dh jd malap..

kalu dh tw suma ni da pahit manis nya npa kta becinta n npa kta d cntai??

plex kan..

bla d tny pa alsan nya..

dia ktakan yg dia syg n cintakan kta..

bla dh ptus..

kta lak yg d benci n dhina..

pakah suma ni??

bla dh ptus..

org jwb xdk jdoh..

pdahal mereka xsdar bhawa jdh 2 kt tgn kta sndr..

kalu kta kuat mempertahankan hbgan kta..

insyaALLAH kekal hbgan tersebut..

wlau byk kali gado sklipon..

kta tetap akn berjaya mengharungi suma dugaan kalu kta sentiasa besama..

wahai mohd waffi khan..

u'll be my love 4 ever..

i will never let u get out of my sight even though there is a third person between us..

i will always love u syg..

love u 2ever..

muax!!

tp g org yg ngah sakit t ngn kekasih msg2..

dgr r lgu ni..

pas2 pkir2 kan npa korg jd ceni..

pkir2 kan npa korg dh xsehaluan g..

n kalu leh..

cba cr jalan tok setelkan..

moga hbgn korg bahagia sllu..

amin~~

...

i have no point to say..
i have nothing to say about..
i have nothing on my mind right now..
i don't know where is my hubbie..
i don't know what will happen to our relationship..
i will never know anything that will happen in the future..
how can i predict my future and plan it as i want it to be??
no one can do that..
only God can..
on this very night..
i pray for my forgiveness..
i pray for my safe journey to go back home..
i pray to the God that i will always on his path..
but what should i do??
i am a human being who always admit mistakes..
why can't anyone understands me??
whenever i needed help..
no one will be there for me..
except me and my God only..
whenever i'm in pain..
no one will be there beside me..
telling me that i must fight the pain..
not even my boyfriend and friends will help me in that situation..
even when i don't have money..
he will never help me because he so stingy when it comes about money..
why should he be like that??
i am his girlfriend right??
why can't he be there whenever i needed him??
what should i do??
God..
i hate this kind of feeling..
i really hate it!!
i don't know i'm like this..
please God..
help me..