Younha - Waiting [Eng. Sub]

can i wait for you my dear??

until the day come..

i know you'll know that i'm always will be waiting for you..

and if it doesn't come..

i will still wait for you..

no matter what happens..

[HD MV]Se7en (세븐) I'm Going Crazy [Eng Sub_Rom_Hangul] ft. Hanbyul

i used to love you with ease..

now i hate you with full of pain..

do you know why??

because you were never there for me..

because you were always busy 24 hours..

because you never care for me..

because you never hold me in your arms so dearly..

what you did was..

killing me..

torturing me..

can you please let me run free??

can you please tell me that you love me??

can you please at least show me that you care??

why??

why??

why are we like this??

why can't we be like we used to be??

our love life is killing us deeply..

and madly..

if i had the chance to be with you..

i will kill u with my own bare hands..

mak sya ckap..

td sya gado ngan bf sya..
sya maki dia..
sbb dia da fb len..
sya ngatkan dia wat fb bru..
tp dia ckap 2 fb lma dia..
wat pnt ja sya mrh dia..
tgk2..
slh info lak..
ni suma sbb ex dia yg jhat 2..
sbb dia r sya mrh bf sya..
ngah sya mrh..
tba2 mama sya ckap..
break ja ngn dia 2..
trz sya trgamam..
xsngka mama sya pon open minded ea??
hoho..

Dadali - Disaat Aku Mencintaimu

hey..

if i could turn back time..

i would go back to your arms..

but,,

i can't..

because it's you who hurt me the most..

i can't be with you anymore..

and even if i could turn back time..

i would say that..

"no,i don't want to be your girlfriend."

swing!!

k..

this video reminds me of someone..

when i read its lyrics..

i felt something touched my heart from within..

my besday~~

k..

today is my besday..

i was so damn happy..

however..

my happiness ends when suddenly my phone's reminder rang..

n it stated there..

"bufday beby gurl"

i became sad for a while..

cz he still remember about me after all..

i am sorry my dear~~

it was my fault for letting you go..

 i am truly sorry dear~~

Super Junior -Beauty (BONAMANA) MV [Eng sub]

ok..

i mizz u damn much!!

my heart beats faster when i listens to this damn song..

i mizz u..

i mizz u..

u know who u r..
u know that i misses u damn much..
but u still ignored me like u used to do..
now its up to me..
i do misses u..
but i have let u go..

??

npa ngan ku ni??
npa ku ska pksa2 khai wat suma bnda yg ku nk  ni??
npa ku msh idup lam khidupan silam ku??
npa ku nk pksa2 khai ikut suma khndak ku??
tlg r anna..
plz..
pkir sal dia sma..
dia kja..
dia pnt..
nk lyn ank g..
dia na mampu nk wat suma bnda 2..
ank asyik nk mnx break ja dr dia..
na leh anna..
phm r dia sma..
dia cyg kn ank..
kalu x,xkn dia nk ikut suma ckap ank??
dia bz r 2..
jgn idup lam past ank g leh x??
tlg r sdaq..
yg dia adlh tuk ank..
n ank adlh tuk dia..
jga r t dia bek2..
jgn nk wat dia serabot..
cian kt dia..
mulai rini..
ank dgr suma ckap dia ..
jgn melwan sklipon..
ank cintakn dia kan??
so..
ank dgr ckap dia..
nk mlawan pon pada2 k..

the desire of love..

love is like a candy bar..
it tastes sweet..
n sometimes..
love tastes like..
sour plum..
it indicates that love sometimes is sweet n sometimes its sour..
in other words, it is said that love brings happiness n sadness into ur life..
unlike mine..
my love life is all about sadness..
none of them bring happiness to me..
someone used to say to me that..
why would u fall in love when u already knew that love hurts??
its bothering me..
why do i fall in love actually??
well, thats why we need to..
coz when we fall in love..
there r many feelings..
we can get new experience from it..
don't u think that the desire of love is much more deeper than the desire of eating??
who's agree with me??
raise ur hands up!!
hoho..

criticism..

k..
ku trsa ngn kata2 tersebut..
"ko ni ska bajet hebat"
those words keep spinning inside my head..
k..
ku tw ku mang xpndai..
i'm stupid..
but i am not blind k..
i know what i am doing..
n please stop criticizing me juz coz i'm not perfect as everyone else..
k..
lu org pnh ckap mka ku nmpak bodo..
tp..
bila result kuar..
spa nya nma yg dok on top??
nma ku kan..
dah 2..
pelu ka nk judge ku cen2??
i admit that i am not clever enough..
but, i am clever inside n i'm the only 1 who'll know about it..
ku jd xpndai pon cz ku mlz nk blja..
ku xska bidang yg ku mek ni..
slh ka ku nk tnjuk ku pndai like other people does??
kalu org len tnjuk pndai korang xbsg lak..
bila turn ku ja..
mula r ktuk ku..
ngat ku ni xdk t ka??
bpak trsa weh..
n one more thing..
slh ka ku nk confident ngn dri ku??
slh ka ku jdi spa dri ku sbnrnya??
xslh kan suma 2??
tlg r jgn nk ckap yg ku ni bodo ka pa..
tlg r sdr dri ko b4 ko nk ckap kt ku..
ku ngaku ko mang pndai orgnya..
ku xksah pon sal thap kpandaian ko 2..
tp..
ku trasa gila ngn words ko..
tq anyway..
4 saying those words to me..
n make me realized that i am not clever enough as u..

the end..

em..
hbgan ku ngn waffie dah tamat..
tarikh keramat 14.11.2010..
tamat sudah hbagn kami..
cdh ngat ku pas dia g dr idupku..
cz dia sbhagian dr idupku..
sah tok ku ilangkan dia dri t ku..
cz dia adalh t ku..
cyg~~
take good care of urself..
dont u worry..
i'll wait 4 u n always will wait 4 u..
love u cyg..
muax!!
tq 4 ur love..
tq 4 all da care u gave me..
tq 4 everything my love..
the end..

Timeless~~

my life seems happy with my friends around..
but..
there's still something missing in my heart..
deep inside of it..
there's a black hole..
needed something to fill in it..
but..
with what should i fill it??
my life seems just fine..
i guess..
em~~
no..
my life is not happy..
my life is empty without you by my side!!
my hubbie waffie!!
i need you!!
really need you..
need you damn much!!
wanna hold you dearly in my arms..
wanna be by your side at all times..
no matter what happens..
i always want to be with you..
but..
where are you now my dear??
i misses you damn much..
i need to see you..
i want you be in front of me..
right now!!
i mean now!!
my love..
i really love you..
some people may say that you were not meant for me..
but..
i don't think so..
n i don't care any damn what they say about you or about us..
all i want is you n you only!!
please fill in my dark hole again..
coz it seems to be forgetting you slowly..
i'm afraid that the feeling may fade away..
like the tears that falls out from my eyes..
please..
come back into my dark heart..
my dear~~
i might die coz of losing you..
i miss you..

it has been 2months~~

hoho..
rini..
tanggal 23 oktober 2010..
tpat jam 2 ptg..
waffi angkat kol ku gak..
ahaks~~
ska2..
rndu gila kat dia k..
stelah 2 bulan kami xbecakap..
xmsj..
smpai beh dah bank air mata ku ni nangeh kt dia cz rndu nya sal..
tp..
skg dh xnangeh g dah..
huhu..
talking about two months..
ku dah alami byk gila peristiwa aneh g plex..
n bnda yg ku alami ni mang lngsg xmsuk akal..
gila ah~~
tkut siot..
emm~~
xpnah2 ku alami suma bnda ni k..
bnda yg sakitkn t..
yg lawak..
suma 2 tjadi lam idupku..
plex gila..
haha..
xphm ku ngn situasi ku ni..
pas2 skg ni idupku betambah bz ngn asgnment yg gila bbi byk..
adoyai~~
nk kta serabot 2 x..
tp..
yg ku tw skg ni ku hepy sial~~
haha..
syukur~~

salam ku wat kekasihku..waffi..

ku xpast tok pa ku post lgu ni..
tp..
yg ku tw..
ku rndukan waffi..
ku rndu kan dia gila2..
ku hnya mampu nangeh lam t ja..
ku syg gila2 kt dia..
ku xtw dia wtpa skg..
chat o x..
dia ngn spa skg..
cdh gila ku..
da kwn ku suh break up ja ngn dia..
cz dia lgsg xg pehatian kt ku..
tp..
ku xmo..
cz ku tw dia xg pehatian kt ku cz dia bz kja..
xpa..
ku sgup tgu dia..
cz dia cinta mati ku...
ku nk dia jd husband ku..
ku xmo org len..
ku nk dia gk..
wlaupon dia xg full attention kt ku..
tp..
ku tetap syg kt dia..
ku sgup tgu dia msj o kol ku..
skg ni mang ku hampir gila gk r tgu dia..
stiap jam ku kol dia..
stiap ri ku tgu dia jwb kol o rep msj ku..
tp..
xterjawab pon..
kalu r dia bca blog ku ni..
ku nk gtw dia 1 ja..
yg ku cintakan dia..
n ku rndukan dia..
ku pelu kan dia..
b..
beby syg b..

hAtE!!

I hate u!!
I hate u damn much!!
I am deeply hurt coz of u!!
didn't u notice about it??
haven't u c the tears in my eyes??
haven't u c the smile on my face is fading away??
haven't u know y it fades??
it's all coz of u,damn it!!
u make me cry..
u make me sick!!
u make me want to kill u!!
I'm totally hate u!!
tq so much 4 being my only one in my life..
but, I think its better 4 me..
to stand upon my two feet..
I do need u in my life..
but, not for now..
please let me be what I want to be n who I want to be..

hey!!

oit!!
beznya lek kedah taun ni!!
dpat lepak ngn kwn lma..
kwn2 yg bez lak 2..
lam 2 mgu gak r ku enjoy gla2..
haha..
syok woo~~
tq 2 my dear frenz yg sgup spend time hang out ngn ku..
haha..
xpnh ku asa sonok ceni tw x..
tp..
skg ku dah kt kolej lek dah..
huhu..
xbeznya..
dh r klaz dh nk start dh..
tez g..
asgnment g..
sdar2 dh 3bulan dh ku kt sni..
mknanya g 3bulan r ku nk beh blja then practical lak..
OMG!!
tkutnya ku!!
memula ku xcya yg ku dah enter zmn kolej..
then nk enter zmn kja lak??
adoyai..
cam xcya ja suma ni jd kat ku..

aDa APA ngAn CINTA??

oh God..
da pa ngn cinta ni sbnarnya??
da org ckap cinta 2 suci..
cinta 2 bez..
cinta da mcm2 cita..
cita duka,suka..
tawa,riang..
nangeh..
kna pkul,kna trajang..
mata lebam2..
wat report polis..
2 ka mksd cinta sbnarnya??
ku pon xphm r..
depa ckap cinta..
tp tgk pa yg depa wat kt psngan msg2??
kikis dit..
suh bli bju..
bli suar..
bli kasut..
g dit tok psngan..
tw depa wtpa ngn dit 2??
depa p bejudi!!
depa p men snooker..
men bnda2 aram!!
dadah..
suma bnda 2..
ptt ka kta patuh pda arahan si cinta durjana ni??
da lak cinta hnya sbb bdn..
sbb nafsu..
pala otak toy..
pa kejadah suma ni??
cam2 r..
xdk guna nya kalu asyik tpu org tok kepentingan dri sndri..
suma ni karma tw x..
nnt akn jd kat ank lek..
ank tgu ja r nnt..
da lak kapel xsma agama..
sgup murtad dmi kekasih!!
p mati r weh!!
xdak gunanya suma 2!!
pkir mak bapak lu weh..
da lak becinta smpai ilang kwn2..
ilang kuarga..
suma sbb pa??
sbb pcya ngn cinta??
pelu ka suma 2??
xpelu!!
yg pelu adlh cinta pada NYA yang SATU!!
hanya DIA YG DPAT BHAGIAKAN KTA!!
HNYA ALLAH YG MAHA ESA SJA..
tlg r bgun dr mimpi..
tgk r realiti..
pkir r sndiri..
na maruah dri..
pkir r..
ada pa ngn cinta??

its all about me..

there's story about a girl..
who is not yet a woman..
who always fail and suffers a lot when it comes to love..
this girl face many kind of problems and devastated situations when she's in love..
she face so many things until she hurt her own self..
she's keep on falling and falling until she found her own way to live her life without love and men..
but it was useless..
she keep falling in love until she lost everything..
she lost her best friend,her friends and even she lost her confidence of facing this world on her own..
she love that guy so much until she forget about her own happiness..
many people tried to tell her that love is not worth it..
but what can she do??
love is great..
love is everything to her..
that is the reason why she kept calling and messaging her lover..
as that is how she show her love towards him..
but y can't he understands her??
y can't he realized that she has sacrificed everything for him..
she has done so many things to make him happy..
but y can't he see it through??
is it her fault??
is it her to blame when it comes to love??
she gave everything that she had to him..
all the care..
all the love..
all the attention..
that he needs from her..
she gave it all to him..
she love him all the way..
but what can she said??
love is pain to her..
but does she care about it??
no,she's not..
she will keep on falling in love..
until she died in the end..
but she's already dead right now..
u know y??
because her own lover has killed her with his bare hands..
he tore her heart apart..
he make her cries..
he make her fall apart..
and up to this point..
the girl asked herself..
is it worth it??

Bila Cinta - OST Lagenda Budak Setan (Female-Full Version)

bla dh jtuh cinta..

cam2 kita wat..

bla dh jtuh cinta..

xmam pon dh knyg dh..

bla jtuh cinta..

suma bnda nmpak indah belaka..

bla dh jtuh cinta..

suma bnda kta wat mst kta tringat kt kekasih kta..

2suma bila kta jtuh cinta..

tp bla dh xjtuh cinta??

suma bnda yg bek nmpak jaht..

bla dh xjtuh cinta..

suma bnda yg kta wat d pndg hina oleh kekasih kta..

bla dh xjtuh cinta..

mula mrasa sengsara..

bila dh xjtuh cinta..

idup mula kelam..

bla dh xjtuh cinta..

t dh jd malap..

kalu dh tw suma ni da pahit manis nya npa kta becinta n npa kta d cntai??

plex kan..

bla d tny pa alsan nya..

dia ktakan yg dia syg n cintakan kta..

bla dh ptus..

kta lak yg d benci n dhina..

pakah suma ni??

bla dh ptus..

org jwb xdk jdoh..

pdahal mereka xsdar bhawa jdh 2 kt tgn kta sndr..

kalu kta kuat mempertahankan hbgan kta..

insyaALLAH kekal hbgan tersebut..

wlau byk kali gado sklipon..

kta tetap akn berjaya mengharungi suma dugaan kalu kta sentiasa besama..

wahai mohd waffi khan..

u'll be my love 4 ever..

i will never let u get out of my sight even though there is a third person between us..

i will always love u syg..

love u 2ever..

muax!!

tp g org yg ngah sakit t ngn kekasih msg2..

dgr r lgu ni..

pas2 pkir2 kan npa korg jd ceni..

pkir2 kan npa korg dh xsehaluan g..

n kalu leh..

cba cr jalan tok setelkan..

moga hbgn korg bahagia sllu..

amin~~

...

i have no point to say..
i have nothing to say about..
i have nothing on my mind right now..
i don't know where is my hubbie..
i don't know what will happen to our relationship..
i will never know anything that will happen in the future..
how can i predict my future and plan it as i want it to be??
no one can do that..
only God can..
on this very night..
i pray for my forgiveness..
i pray for my safe journey to go back home..
i pray to the God that i will always on his path..
but what should i do??
i am a human being who always admit mistakes..
why can't anyone understands me??
whenever i needed help..
no one will be there for me..
except me and my God only..
whenever i'm in pain..
no one will be there beside me..
telling me that i must fight the pain..
not even my boyfriend and friends will help me in that situation..
even when i don't have money..
he will never help me because he so stingy when it comes about money..
why should he be like that??
i am his girlfriend right??
why can't he be there whenever i needed him??
what should i do??
God..
i hate this kind of feeling..
i really hate it!!
i don't know i'm like this..
please God..
help me..