DUET

Pasai duet adik beradik boleh bergaduh, mak dgn anak boleh bertekak, kwn2 boleh maki hamun, dan  sbgainya..

Peristiwa ni selalu jadi dekat aku, kes duet ja pun boleh wat family bergaduh, sungguh aku tak pahamlah.. benda bapa ringgit ja pun boleh jadi punca.. tolong lah, takkan duet lagi penting dari hubungan kekeluargaan ? pasai duet pon nak maki2 ? aku tak pahamlah, watpa nak kedekut sedangkan duet tuh memang untuk aku ? time aku nak keja, ampa tak bagi.. cakap mampu nak sara aku, sekarang apa cita ? cakap jangan nak serupa keling lah.. takpa, aku boleh cari duet sendiri lah, aku usaha sendiri.. aku tak heran pun dengan duet ampa, tak hadap aku dengan duet ampa lah.. setakat bagi duet tuk aku belajaq tapi pas2 mengungkit serupa babi lagi baik tak payah.. baik cakap ja aku pinjam duet tuh dari ampa cakap bagi, dah terbukti tak ikhlas lah weh.. macam setan lagi.. tuggu sat, aku keja sok, tak mintak dah aih duet dari ampa.. tuh janji aku..

a thing called LOVE

LOVE
After six months of loving, caring, sharing, all the tear drops that ever fall for you make me confidently chose you as my couple, not only for the next six or seven months but for the rest of my life.
You've taught me how to be strong and how to face up the real world which fucked me a lot.
You always LOVE me even though I've cheated on you before.
You cry for me when you misses me.
You hug me when I meet you.
You give me your shoulder when I need you to cry on.
You laugh when I make jokes.
You always there for me.
I cry for you.
I make jokes for you.
I smile because of you.
I am there because of you.
When I'm in pain, you'll there for me and when you're in pain, I'm there for you.
We are made for each other.
I LOVE YOU and I really want this relationship to last.
I hope that our plan is going to work and no one will take you away from me.
I am ready to be your wife and I'll wait for you until you come to take me away as your wife.
It's all because I LOVE YOU.

I don't know how to describe it actually

what the hell?
it's been long enough since I've been busy until I forgot to write and update this damn blog?
well, it has been ages!
the reason why I started writing this damn blog is because there's too much conflicts has happened in my life and I find it difficult to describe how am I feeling at this moment..
there's the day when someone betrayed me..
which it hurt me damn much because she's my sister!
all my life, I never ever told any bad things about her to people that I've knew of, which I knew that she wouldn't know them because she doesn't know much about my friends..
when i looked back at the times we had together, those moments were so precious to me and I didn't know that this would happened..
it's just because of those words you told your friends about me..
am I that despicable to you?
do I?
fuck!
I really don't know how to describe about it actually
but what I want to say is, please fuck off from my life because I had enough of you..

2NE1 - Lonely [Eng Sub]

lonely, yes i am so lonely

even though you're by my side, but the emptiness is still within me, 

i wonder why?

you're always there with me, always there when i cried, always there when i laugh,

but, i am still lonely

and i don't even know why?

you are so kind and gentle, 

you were so in love with me, and i like that a lot

but i am sorry, 

i can't be the perfect person for you,

because i will always feel lonely whenever i'm with you

even though you treated my like a queen

i am so sorry,

i've tried to change myself to feel alive when i'm with you,

but, i can't

i am so sorry for leaving you, 

because i was so lonely.

its a cruel world~

today was my first time of blogging since I've left it for about three or four weeks perhaps?

why?

because i was so busy solving other people's problem and i also have forgotten mine..

what is my problem?

well, i have a lot of it..

the problem with my industrial training place, with my friends, with my boyfriend and a fiancée to be..

this week was my first day at my industrial training place and it was kind of boring at first because i have nothing to do except online all the time, but in the mean time, they also need my small help with their grammar in their letter of course..

yeah, its a small matter for me..

but what is a big matter for me is about my friends..

some of them are so selfish until they have forgotten what friends are truly is..

is it so unimportant to them?

is their boyfriends' shoulders are the place for them to cry on?

no, its my shoulder!

it will always be my shoulder, my hugs for you guys and my love for you are much stronger than you boyfriend does!

do you guys ever notice that?

NEVER!

and hey you, you said that i compared you to someone else?

is it really true?

for me, its not!

its you who need to open up your damn mind and think ahead of everything..

not just keep on whining until you do not know what to do and you called another friend so that they will know all the bad things about me..

isn't it wonderful?

a friend like me who always be there when you cry, who always give her everything she had just for you, will just fade away just like the wind passing by..

yes, i know that i'm to strict with you guys, but it is how i want you guys to learn to be more respectful and to be more alert about what happens around you..

i don't need a big present from you guys, i just want to be appreciated thats all i'm asking for, is it hard enough for you guys?

and talking about my boyfriend and fiancée to be, i am getting engage but i don't know when and soon after i'll get engage i'll break up with my boyfriend instead.. 

is it cruel to you?

well, its a cruel world~

anna dan zaid, zaid dan anna

anna dan zaid

permulaan nama dan pengakhiran nama 

berkenalan pada tanggal 10 haribulan 4 2011

sekarang dah nak masuk sebulan hubungan kami

ya, memang masih baru lagi hubungan kami tapi diibaratkan pinang di belah dua

berdiri sama tinggi, duduk sama rendahnya

sejak aku mengenali beliau, membuatkan hidup aku bertambah ceria

tidak pernah pun aku rasa sedih mahu pun segala perasaan negatif yang ada

kiranya semuanya unsur2 positif saja dalam diri aku sekarang ni

anna dan zaid 

akn sentiasa bersama dan akan kekal bersama selamanya

i love you sayang

p/s: sekali sekala nak guna ayat buku sebab dah lama tak tulis karangan bahasa melayu ni..

nobody's perfect,,

i don't even know why i love this song so much,,

maybe it's because of the lyrics?

i don't even know at all,,

but, what i know is this song teach me that nobody in this freaking world is PERFECT,,

no, there no such this as a perfect person exist in this life,,

after a few times of listening to this song, i suddenly realized that i should love other people before i make then fall in love with me,, 

well, no 'fall in love' means fall in 'love',,

it means that we should treat people nicely before wanting then to treat me nicely,,

yes, i am not a saint but whatever i do, it will hunt me back in the end,,

so does you, okay?

whatever you've done to me will be turn around back at you,,

oh, god,,

i love this song so much!

oooooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhooooooooooooiiiiiiiiiii!!!!!!!!!!!!

ahoi!

long time aku tak tulis blog ni haa!

biasalah busy ja memanjang kan??

haha

well,apa yang aku nak start dulu yeh?

sebab banyak sgt yang aku pendam dlm memory card aku ni..

almaklumlah,memory card aku kan 12 ribu gigabyte..

haha!

aku ada beberapa senarai dlm memory card aku ni haa

salah satunya:

• peristiwa manis aku di tanjung sepat bersama yang tercinta dan tersayang tuhh
• kenangan mengelirukan dgn kawan baik aku sendiri..(pening pala mak,nyah!)

okay,sekarang baik aku mulakan dengan peristiwa yang pertama tuh dulu

cita nya mcm ni:

aku ada seorang teman lelaki, which is aku baru ja kenal dengan dia tak sampai pon a few months..

then aku couple dengan dia masa dia dapat free calls, which is his birthday lah kan..

nama dia zaidi, tapi orang panggil dia zaid ja or ed.. 

sebab senang sikit nak panggil kan..

aku first jumpa dia minggu lepas..

aku pergi tanjung sepat untuk berjumpa dengan dia buat pertama kalinya..

masa first jumpa tuh kami ada conflict sikitlah kan, di mana aku sampai bandar tasik selatan at 9 pm and dia picked aku pukul 1 am..

just because dia tak taw area tuh..

masa dia amek aku tuh, dia datang dengan abang dia and kawan dia sorang..

pas2 diorang pun jemputlah aku kan..

well, after the first meeting..

terus kami tangkap cintan..

kebetulan pulak minggu ni kolej aku tak ada air..

aku pun terjah lah sana lagi for the second time..

tapi, kali ni lagi best lah sebab aku bawak kawan baik aku sekali..

aku nak kenalkan kawan baik aku dengan kawan baik bf aku..

yalah, memula aku tanya kawan baik aku ni, dia cakap dia on ja nak kawan dengan kawan bf aku..

so, aku pon temukan lah diorang berdua ni..

haa, this is the part when the confusion starts.. 

which involved my dearest friend..

the story starts with:

aku dengan sorang kawan baik aku ni pergilah ke tanjung sepat dengan niat untuk menghappykan diri dia..

punyalah aku semangat nak bagi dia happy lepak dengan kawan2 aku and bf aku..

yalah, orang baru lepas ada probs mestilah nak happy2 kan?

aku pun plan punya lah plan, sekali kawan baik bf aku sangkut dekat kawan baik aku ni..

aku lagi suka lah if diorang couple sebab mamat ni sangatlah sweet and caring..

even kawan baik aku pon say so..

but, what makes me confused is..

she said that she like him but at the same time she also love her ex..

but what she "doesn't know" is, she was the one who asked for the break up first..

and as for me, it seems like she is so brainless..

bukan niat aku nak mengutuk tapi aku dah nasihat dia sampai aku tak larat dah nak nasihat..

sedih aku tengok mamat tuh bila dia buat macam tuh dekat mamat tuh..

yalah, orang dah suka, terima ja lah..

ko sendiri cakap nak cari lelaki lain supaya ko bole lupakan mamat tuh..

habeh tuh, kawan bf aku tuh bukan lelaki?

dia pondanlah?

apa lah ko ni, cuba ko pikir sejenak..

orang tuh dah susah payah untuk ko..

ko bole make donno ja?

apa jenis orang ko ni?

bf ko ada ka buat macam tuh dekat ko?

geram pulak aku kan..

sorrylah, niat aku tulis benda ni sebab aku geram dengan sikap ko yang langsung tak sedar mana yang bagus untuk diri ko..

orang lain dah banyak kali cakap ko bodo sebab buat macam tuh..

tapi ko langsung tak sedar kan?

aku p0n tak taw nak cakap apa lagi dah..

pandai2 lah ko pikir sendiri okay?

morale of the story:

-never ever let someone who fall in love with you fall apart just because of your foolish actions..

-always remember that everyone else also have feelings, and you should aware of that..

Sorry For Loving You - A. Dave (Lyrics)

 

dear,

if i were given a second chance from you,

i would like to say that i'm sorry for wasting my time loving you..

yes,i do admit that i love you so much..

yes,it hurt me so much for losing you..

yes,i do regret it..

yes,i can't change myself like you wanted me to be..

yes,i'm not that kind of girl that you want me to be like..

yes,yes, and yes i can't stop thinking about all the things you've told me..

however,we can't turn back time can't we?

alright,

i won't be standing in your way for leaving me..

but if you turn back and look at me for the last time..

i would say that i'm sorry for loving you..

kejadah??

weh,,

tolonglah

apa ke benda lah korang tulis ni?

aku tak kisah if memang tu cara korang nak tulis tapi janganlah sampai merosakkan bahasa ibunda kita

ada ka patut tulis macam ni:

• aku tak ada keja ni
• aku bosan lah
• aku sakit hati dengan ko lah

teros di tukarkan ke bahasa korang jadi:

• aq tadew kejew nie
• aq bosan larh 
• aq akit t gan ko larh

tolonglah jangan guna ayat macam ni,,

aku tak pahamlah weh!!

jangan terasa pulak yeh?

stalker??

hoho..

today i nak cita about stalker..

tahu tak apa maksud stalker tu?

okay,let me explain okay?

stalker

+

stalking

=

 someone who prowls or sneaks about; usually with unlawful intentions

hah,,

now u guys dah tahu apa meaning stalker and gejala stalking ni?

and korang mesti nak tahu kenapa aku tulis about stalker kan?

ada banyak reasons sebenarnya,,

nak tahu jugak yeh?

okay,aku kasi tahu yeh,,

antara sebab2nya:

• aku baru ja lepas kena stalk dengan satu hamba ALLAH S.W.T ni,,
• aku tak penah stalk page orang and if kalau ada pun page orang yang aku sayang ja (sebab nak tahu perkembangan beliau ya,jangan salah paham pulak)
• budak yang stalk page aku tu mengantoikan diri dia sebab dia menganjing page boyfie aku,, (kantoi busuk)

then antara sebab2 kenapa stalker2 ini stalk page korang:

• sebab dia berminat dengan koranglah, thats y dia buat macam tu,,
• sebab dia jealous dengan kecantikan, kehensemam, dan ketampanan page korang,,(bukan korang okay..:P)
• saja2 dia stalk,dah tak tahu nak buat gejala apa kan,,so dia stalk lah page korang..

demikianlah sudah tulisan caci maki aku pada kali ini ya kawan2 serta anak2 d luar sana,,semoga hidup anda selama dari d stalk orang ya??jaga page anda baik2,jangan upload pic yg keterlaluan untuk tontonan umum,,(supaya anda tak jadi macam aku,kena kutuk kaw2 lepas orang tersebut stalk page aku,,sangatlah hebat perangai beliau)

Celine Dion - Power of the Dream

the power of the dream,,

what cross your mind when you listens to this marvelous song sang by this incredible singer, celine dion?

feel the flame forever burns,,

do you know what it means?

it means that the strength of dream that each country hold on the unity of its citizens..

do you get it?

or you guys still in a daze?

okay,,

aku merepek sebenarnya ni

aisyeh~~

tiba2 cakap melayu pulak

haha

according to this song yang aku suka sangat2 ni,,

celine dion cuba nak sampaikan yang setiap manusia kenalah besatu padu untuk bawa keamanan dekat dunia kita ni,,

do you get my point?

well, apa yang aku cuba nak sampaikan ni,,

orang yang sedang havoc begado dengan sesapa ja dekat luar sna, dengan girlfriend ka boyfriend ka suami ka isteri ka,,

please lah stop arguing,,

tahu tak kenapa?

sebab bila dah bergado, hubungan besatu padu tuh dah tak utuh lagi dah

so,moral of the song,,

jangan lah bergado okay?

peace~~

i need your forgiveness

forgiveness,,

what's the meaning of forgiveness actually?

certain people said that by forgiving others indicates that we're giving another opportunity to that individual..

however, some said that it's no need to forgive and yet to forget..

why would this such thing cross my mind?

because i have done something wrong that i am quite not sure about it..

that special someone told me that i have done something that made him gone mad..

but i don't know what and why it happened?

i don't really recall what have i said earlier..

what i meant was i love him and i will always love him even thought he treated my the other way round..

because,

that's what lovers are for..

that's what lovers are meant to do right?

but,why can't he accept me the way i am?

why can he treated me like i am his special someone..

well,i am his special someone..

but why would he do this to me?

what have i done wrong?

dear my special someone..

i need your forgiveness..

Long Distance - Bruno Mars

i misses you okay?

can you hear me crying for you?

can you,dear?

dear,

i know you're listening,,

but why you're pretending like you're not?

do you know dear,

this is the hardest thing i ever do in my life?

trying to ignore how i feel for you?

all i have is the memories of you and me together,,

it is so hard okay?

to live without you by my side,,

it's so complicated okay?

what i want you to know is 

i miss you

even though it is hard for a long distance relationship to last,,

but, i know that our relationship will last till the end,,

please dear,just take my hand and fall in love with me

and run away with me

please don't ever let go of my hand,,

i really need you,,

and i'll promise you that my love will never fade away~~

i miss you!

Kat Deluna - Unstoppable

u can talk all you want about me..

just talk about anything okay~~

just anything,but you can'ts top me from being what i am..

i am unstoppable dude..

nothing can change me or stop me from doing what i want..

so,fuck off from my life..

stand away from me..

and don't you dare touch my privacy..

or else..

you're dead!!

[Eng/Rom] 2PM- I Will Give You My Life (목 숨을 건다)

nah~~

memula aku nak tujukan lagu ni dkt bf ku..

sebab kami saling menyayangi..

tpi d sbabkan dia terlalu larh celaka sikapnya..

membuatkan aku bengang lalu kami memutuskan hubungan dua hala ni..

mcm sial ja kan..

rasa menyesal sebab kenal manusia2 yang tak reti menghargai seorng wanita ni..

kepada lelaki yg da girlfriend 2..

hargai larh mereka..

supaya mereka tidak lari ataupon cari lelaki lain..

and fyi..

aku sikit pon tak menyesal putus dengan kau sebab aku memang tak pernah sayangkan kau..

semua itu hanyalah lakonan shaja..

i repeat..

lakonan shaja..

haha..

hinakah aku??

awk adlh insan yg sgt kejam..

buat pertama kali sya kenal awk,sya rasa awk adlh org yg plig baik skali yg pernah saya jumpa..

tp,slepas awk dah tahu semua pasai saya,awk tinggal saya..

hinakah sya dlm pndangan mata awk??

memula awk knal sya awk ckap sya lah segalanya bagi awk..

tp,apa yg jadi kt kita sekarg awk??

awk tgal kan saya mcm tu sja??

lepas apa yg kita kongsi selama ni??

trz awk buang sya dr hidup awk..

awk anggap sya mcm sampah..

kenapa awk??

kenapa awk jadi mcm ni??

adkah sbb sya??

ataupon memang awk tidak suka sya??

kata kan ja kalau awk memang tak suka sya..

kalau iya pon knpa awk ckap awk pernah suka sya??

tiba tiba awk tarik balek perkataan tersebut dan awk hina sya..

awk ckap mcm mcm dekat sya??

tak rasa bersalah kah awk pda sya??

kenapa awk buat mcm ni dekat sya??

hina sgtkah sya??

sejarah yg kejam~~

bapak kejam sejarah yg bakal ku kongsikan ni..

sejarah ni terjadi smasa a few days after new year's day celebration..

ku xtw cena nk crita about it..

coz bnda 2 trlalu skit kan hati ku smpai kan ku xmampu nk bercrita papa..

org yg terlibat ja tw sal ni..

bpak kjam weh..

cian kt ku..

huhu..

merana n kecewa ku skg..

tlg r..

hati ini jgn ko lukai..

prasaan ku ini bukan mainan k..

memang derita..

memang perit pa yg ko wat kat ku..

tp,ku trima suma 2..

wlaupon xrela..

tpksa gak ku berkorban..

cdh2..

love game~~

let's play a love game..

shall we??

this situation happened on 3rd of january 2011..

i went to my boyfriend's workplace as to make a surprise for him..

unfortunately,my presence seems disturbing him..

and i do not know why??

i've been watching him making his job done while in my heart..

deep inside i have this feeling of hatred so damn much about him..

there is something about him that bothers me so much..

and it seems that i do not know why??

now,let's play a love game shall we??

i am a survivor and i will never fall down without a fight..

and i will promise you that this fight will ends with death..

good luck my deary boyfriend..

you'll get kill anyway..

so,,

be ready..

and just pray..

till that day comes..

you'll hope that you die sooner before you've met me..

the game has already begun!!