Tuesday, October 25, 2011


Pasai duet adik beradik boleh bergaduh, mak dgn anak boleh bertekak, kwn2 boleh maki hamun, dan  sbgainya..
Peristiwa ni selalu jadi dekat aku, kes duet ja pun boleh wat family bergaduh, sungguh aku tak pahamlah.. benda bapa ringgit ja pun boleh jadi punca.. tolong lah, takkan duet lagi penting dari hubungan kekeluargaan ? pasai duet pon nak maki2 ? aku tak pahamlah, watpa nak kedekut sedangkan duet tuh memang untuk aku ? time aku nak keja, ampa tak bagi.. cakap mampu nak sara aku, sekarang apa cita ? cakap jangan nak serupa keling lah.. takpa, aku boleh cari duet sendiri lah, aku usaha sendiri.. aku tak heran pun dengan duet ampa, tak hadap aku dengan duet ampa lah.. setakat bagi duet tuk aku belajaq tapi pas2 mengungkit serupa babi lagi baik tak payah.. baik cakap ja aku pinjam duet tuh dari ampa cakap bagi, dah terbukti tak ikhlas lah weh.. macam setan lagi.. tuggu sat, aku keja sok, tak mintak dah aih duet dari ampa.. tuh janji aku..

Saturday, September 24, 2011

a thing called LOVE

After six months of loving, caring, sharing, all the tear drops that ever fall for you make me confidently chose you as my couple, not only for the next six or seven months but for the rest of my life.
You've taught me how to be strong and how to face up the real world which fucked me a lot.
You always LOVE me even though I've cheated on you before.
You cry for me when you misses me.
You hug me when I meet you.
You give me your shoulder when I need you to cry on.
You laugh when I make jokes.
You always there for me.
I cry for you.
I make jokes for you.
I smile because of you.
I am there because of you.
When I'm in pain, you'll there for me and when you're in pain, I'm there for you.
We are made for each other.
I LOVE YOU and I really want this relationship to last.
I hope that our plan is going to work and no one will take you away from me.
I am ready to be your wife and I'll wait for you until you come to take me away as your wife.
It's all because I LOVE YOU.

I don't know how to describe it actually

what the hell?
it's been long enough since I've been busy until I forgot to write and update this damn blog?
well, it has been ages!
the reason why I started writing this damn blog is because there's too much conflicts has happened in my life and I find it difficult to describe how am I feeling at this moment..
there's the day when someone betrayed me..
which it hurt me damn much because she's my sister!
all my life, I never ever told any bad things about her to people that I've knew of, which I knew that she wouldn't know them because she doesn't know much about my friends..
when i looked back at the times we had together, those moments were so precious to me and I didn't know that this would happened..
it's just because of those words you told your friends about me..
am I that despicable to you?
do I?
I really don't know how to describe about it actually
but what I want to say is, please fuck off from my life because I had enough of you..

Sunday, June 5, 2011

2NE1 - Lonely [Eng Sub]

lonely, yes i am so lonely
even though you're by my side, but the emptiness is still within me, 
i wonder why?
you're always there with me, always there when i cried, always there when i laugh,
but, i am still lonely
and i don't even know why?
you are so kind and gentle, 
you were so in love with me, and i like that a lot
but i am sorry, 
i can't be the perfect person for you,
because i will always feel lonely whenever i'm with you
even though you treated my like a queen
i am so sorry,
i've tried to change myself to feel alive when i'm with you,
but, i can't
i am so sorry for leaving you, 
because i was so lonely.

Friday, May 27, 2011

its a cruel world~

today was my first time of blogging since I've left it for about three or four weeks perhaps?
because i was so busy solving other people's problem and i also have forgotten mine..
what is my problem?
well, i have a lot of it..
the problem with my industrial training place, with my friends, with my boyfriend and a fiancée to be..
this week was my first day at my industrial training place and it was kind of boring at first because i have nothing to do except online all the time, but in the mean time, they also need my small help with their grammar in their letter of course..
yeah, its a small matter for me..
but what is a big matter for me is about my friends..
some of them are so selfish until they have forgotten what friends are truly is..
is it so unimportant to them?
is their boyfriends' shoulders are the place for them to cry on?
no, its my shoulder!
it will always be my shoulder, my hugs for you guys and my love for you are much stronger than you boyfriend does!
do you guys ever notice that?
and hey you, you said that i compared you to someone else?
is it really true?
for me, its not!
its you who need to open up your damn mind and think ahead of everything..
not just keep on whining until you do not know what to do and you called another friend so that they will know all the bad things about me..
isn't it wonderful?
a friend like me who always be there when you cry, who always give her everything she had just for you, will just fade away just like the wind passing by..
yes, i know that i'm to strict with you guys, but it is how i want you guys to learn to be more respectful and to be more alert about what happens around you..
i don't need a big present from you guys, i just want to be appreciated thats all i'm asking for, is it hard enough for you guys?
and talking about my boyfriend and fiancée to be, i am getting engage but i don't know when and soon after i'll get engage i'll break up with my boyfriend instead.. 
is it cruel to you?
well, its a cruel world~

Thursday, April 28, 2011

anna dan zaid, zaid dan anna

anna dan zaid
permulaan nama dan pengakhiran nama 
berkenalan pada tanggal 10 haribulan 4 2011
sekarang dah nak masuk sebulan hubungan kami
ya, memang masih baru lagi hubungan kami tapi diibaratkan pinang di belah dua
berdiri sama tinggi, duduk sama rendahnya
sejak aku mengenali beliau, membuatkan hidup aku bertambah ceria
tidak pernah pun aku rasa sedih mahu pun segala perasaan negatif yang ada
kiranya semuanya unsur2 positif saja dalam diri aku sekarang ni
anna dan zaid 
akn sentiasa bersama dan akan kekal bersama selamanya
i love you sayang

p/s: sekali sekala nak guna ayat buku sebab dah lama tak tulis karangan bahasa melayu ni..

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

nobody's perfect,,
i don't even know why i love this song so much,,
maybe it's because of the lyrics?
i don't even know at all,,
but, what i know is this song teach me that nobody in this freaking world is PERFECT,,
no, there no such this as a perfect person exist in this life,,
after a few times of listening to this song, i suddenly realized that i should love other people before i make then fall in love with me,, 
well, no 'fall in love' means fall in 'love',,
it means that we should treat people nicely before wanting then to treat me nicely,,
yes, i am not a saint but whatever i do, it will hunt me back in the end,,
so does you, okay?
whatever you've done to me will be turn around back at you,,
oh, god,,
i love this song so much!